It’s been a while since I’ve been tagged. And thanks to Dave, here I am obliging happily!

1-Grab the closest book to you, go to page 18 and write down the 4th line :
“Then I’m on display,” Piter said. “Shall I dance? Shall I

2- Whats the last thing you saw on TV
The Habs last night

3- Other than the sound of your computer, what else can you hear?
RDS on TV, the fridge

4- Last time you went out, what did you do?
Didn’t drink enough, kissed a lot, laughed with friends au Boud.

5- What are you wearing?
Jeans, my favorite sweater (blue V-Neck from American Eagle)

6- Whats on the walls in the room you are in?
A charcoal drawing my paternal grand mother did in the 60’s, dried butterflies and flowers my maternal grand mother she received as a wedding gift in the 40’s.

7- What’s strange about today?
The kids asked to watch The Exorcist (!), they did.

8- Whats the last Movie you saw?
The Exorcist

9- Tell us something we don’t know:
I felt bad for the lamp in that Ikea commercial a few years back

10- Do you like dancing?
Yes. Unfortunately

11- If you had a daughter, what would her name be?
Already have one. She’s happy with her name.

12- If you had a son, what would her name be?
See 11.

13- Ever thought of living abroad?
Seriously, no. Fantasize yes.

14- What would you like GOD to tell you when you crossed the pearly gates?
Who’s he? Is he on Facebook?

15- Mouhahaha, there is not question 15, mouhahaha!
Can I has cheesburger?

Oh… I forgot to tag…

Ok.  Anyone who wants to play… Unless I change my mind and come back here to add some name.

Ok, I know, I’m sorry. I keep changing. The last template was really gorgeous, but way too heavy and complicated for my taste. I thought it slowed down the page. There were too many things to fix and work around. After hours spent trying to get it to work properly, I just saw no end to it. And it was… just too white. Every time I came here I didn’t feel inspired. I just felt… meh.

Anyway, this one is I think a good representation of where I am. I really like the image. And most importantly, it’s fucking functional. Easy to manage. All I have left to do is update to WP 2.something. And I might play around with some widgets and the font in the header.

Le blogroll sera mis à jour d’ici quelques jours, promis!

The blogroll will be updated within a few days promise!

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*Happy?

Je cherche (encore) un template. Je vais en essayer plusieurs dans les prochains jours.

Le blogroll est incomplet.

Des catégories vont surement sauter.

Un genre de ménage du printemps en automne.

Quand j’ai migré ici, j’ai enlevé beaucoup de posts très personels qui sont restés sur blogspot, et que j’ai sur mon blog de backup. Je vais probablement les réintégrer au tout.

Je sais qu’il n’y a pas personne qui va les lire. J’ai juste envie que ce soit complet ici.

Merci de votre patience.

In this post I told you about an email I got from Steve Faguy.

Well… It’s in! Go have a look for yourselves!

This stirs up a whole lot of funny feelings. First, I don’t write in English so much anymore. And really, there are no reasons for it. It just happened. Although I think it’s coming back to me. Second, my anonymity.

In the last few months, I’ve opened up more than I’ve ever have. And came to accept that whatever I do, whatever I’m going through, this blog has been and is, all that I really am. Nowhere else have I been able to think, feel, and really look at myself the way I have here.

My tracks are less and less covered. The way I see it, if I was able to put it here, or anywhere else on the net, I have to live up to it. Or down. And so, through some funny means, the children came to know about this blog. And it was a wonderful moment. Of understanding and acceptance and we had a very open conversation about personal feelings and emotions. And also, about perception…

I want to thank Steve for the way he introduced this blog, in the Gazette and on his blog. I am more than flattered and truly touched. It’s quite something to have another’s point of view on your own personal thought. And it could not have been done better.

Now Dave… I’m sorry to say, this is putting me in a state of over analyzing… Beware!

La blogsphère se meurt! Tous les bons blogues ferment! Les bloggeurs s’essouflent! Mais que va-t-il se passer maintenant que X et Y a fermé son blogue? Où pourront nous lire ces tranches de vies savoureuses comme eux seulent savaient nous les raconter?

On tue la une ciboire, voyons, c’est la fin des blogues!

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R’venez en.

C’est l’été, il fait chaud, il fait beau, sortez voir vos chums, baisez vos blondes, mangez une crème molle, quelque chose.

Et si c’est des blogues qu’il vous faut, absolument, écumez les liens sur les blogues des autres, promenez-vous. Découvrez de nouveaux mots, de nouvelles saveurs.

Vous connaissez un peu l’anglais? L’espagnol? Pourquoi pas lire des blogues d’autres pays? Essayez au moins! C’est quoi la statistique donc? Un nouveau blogue à chaque seconde? Venez pas me faire à croire qu’il n’y a plus de bons blogues bordel. Sortez un peu.

(Je pourrais aussi m’aventurer sur d’autres pistes, comme la valeur thérapeutique d’écrire sur un blogue, l’interraction dans les commentaires, la dépendance, les beaux termes de psychologie m’échappent… Mais ça me tente pas. J’aurais pu aussi linker l’article qui vient de m’inspirer mais dans le fond, who cares. C’est juste mon opinion que j’exprime)

J’ai fait ma thérapie en ligne. Mon rush est passé. Je suis maintenant occupée à vivre. En vrai, tu sais? Dehors. En chair et en os. Les mots me viennent, mais l’urgence de les écrire s’est calmée, la vie me réclame. Et j’en suis si heureuse. Et quand l’envie me reprend, et bien, je suis ici!

Ce soir, de mon balcon, j’ai pris le ciel à témoin. Ces couleurs-là, mon moniteur ne les montrera jamais aussi belles que sous mes yeux. Et les vôtres, ils sont ouverts?