Some changes will occur here in the next few days. I need change. I thought about a nice colorful template, then shit hit the fan and I need something else.
I'm fine. Pissed off. But overall, still standing and yes, Love-Soeur, very much alive. That need to do something hateful and vengeful is not going to get the best of me. But I will use the energy for sure. First, a darker theme, to set the mood, to help me remember how angry I am and keep my focus. That theme will also include a soft side, because hope, life and love are just a little further than I thought. But still within my reach.
The dark colors will not represent depression. I'm dimming the lights to concentrate that's all.
This is not the deepest I've been in the well. But the most awake. At last I will be able to use what I've learned, make the best of the situation, draw strength within. I might even dive a little deeper. It's all good. The light at the end of the tunnel was a train, not the sun. It hit me full force. But I will be healing before long.
So bear with me as you might see fonts, pictures, links and stuff go mad for a little while.
I see better when the lights are dimmed. When it’s to bright, one can be blinded. Your last sentence sent me into a whirlwind.
I hope it lets you touch the ground once in a while, and that you come back 🙂